Heard it first from Rihanna’s Drunk On Love melody, and then Project X Soundtrack. Fell in love with it. Makes me feel like I’m floating on the water while star gazing at midnight. No one will never understand my thoughts. And this song represents my life’s flow.
The XX / Intro / Indie
So glad to walk around The Fort tonight.
I felt the wind lovingly touched my skin like it missed me for so long.
It was perhaps one of the memories I’d like to get back on - being with Drei almost every night just wandering holding hands having a great time.
Looking at the stars, stopping over food stores, and just constant smiles in our faces. For the past few months, we were way different like that.
I’m so glad to finally saw it, again.
Thanks again, boo. We definitely had another great time. :)
You know what happens when you fail? You get experience. As long as you give it your all when pursuing your goal, you will find that many times, you will get more out of trying your best than actually attaining your goal.
My 2012 goals:
What about yours?
Good Morning. Isn’t it so cozy and relaxing to just stay in bed at this very moment? Well, yeah…if you’re not worrying about anything and just having yourself your own quiet time. But if you’re a student- it ain’t possible.
I’ve got to say, I learned a lot. Day by day, I go to school saying, I hate waking up very early. But I realized that I’ve accomplished perfect attendance, good class standing and high grades. No matter how painful school does to you, it pays off. Hardwork pays off. It’s almost the end of my 1st sem in 3rd year and I’m very happy for the results. I can’t wait to make better in the upcoming 2nd sem this November.
I hope Mom and Dad are proud of me, this is for you guys. I’m not the lazy ass girl now. I love you. :)
(via dancingsushi)
I shall prepare for a lot of things. It may be regarding to my studies, passion for dancing and necessities. I’ve settled my goal and I hope it would be successful before September.
Off to hit the bathroom in a while then leave for school.
Things to do:
Now I wasn’t able to do or start any of these last night ‘coz something inside me is sort of missing. FML when I feel sad. Shit, I’m dead. 1 last hour to review.
Oh, will blog later about my HP DHP2 experience! Good day, you guys.
This is me, someday.
Up early sitting all by myself at the stairs outside of a company where I’m working as a stylist, drinking my coffee.
Wearing buttoned-up blouse, skinnies, doc marten boots, vintage cover up and a leopard sling bag.
Going to be featured in magazines, shows, events, and photos.
Aprile Yap Cadag - a stylist of vintage/edgy rock/classic corporate fashion.
But oh well, gotta prioritize Marketing ambitions first! Then…dancing. Let’s make our dreams come true whether how many they are. If you believe you can, you’ll make it. :)
Obviously, I skipped blogging about my life for the past few days. Just wasn’t in the mood to talk about it and I have dance rehearsals again. But now, I will share some incidents happened.
My sister and I settled a lot of things and everything fell back on its proper places. I’m finally free again but now with limits, curfew and discipline. But this time, it’s normal.
Thanks also to the Good Lord for not leaving me and still forgiving me. Thanks also to my closest friends who were always there for me.
I’ve learned a lot.
GUESS WHAT?
Okay, before I sleep well for the first time tonight, I just wanna share something big. Hahaha. Drei and I finally met a while ago. It wasn’t for two minutes but fifteen!!! Hahahaha, I’m so crazy.
I hurriedly ran when I saw him. The smile on his face was very visible. He kissed me on the cheek and grabbed me to hug him so many times. He was still sweet. He even explained to me that his phone was whacked. We were both like, “I miss you!” It was stupid, I know. But who cares? I’m in love and young.
It made my day! *dances*
Goodnight! ;)
It was 2 at midnight when I started listening to my iPod - tracks from Phoenix, Coldplay and Bloc Party. Suddenly, tears continuously flowed. I wasn’t able to stop thinking about us, on how I’ll survive without being with him. Yes, I was attached too much and I’m learning to change that. Testing myself to become stronger.
6 in the morning, I received a surprise-wake-up-call from my boyfriend. We talked about a lot of things for 40 minutes. He told me he missed me and he wanted to see me today. Happily, I told him that I’ll try to meet up with him.
After the conversation, we slept again. We both woke up at 2 in th afternoon. My sister told me we’re going to Greenhills, to pick her laptop or something she badly needs to get. I was like, “okay, I won’t see him again today.” I hurriedly told Drei what the plan’s gonna be. He felt bad. And I was sorry.
2 hours pased, we didn’t notice it was 6 already due to watching television. So, my sister and I ended up in Fort. Starbucks, in Rizal Drive.
Now, I’m currently thinking of how will I see him and talk to him while his phone is on silent mode. Good job, baby. *sigh*
I woke up at ten in the morning then ate brunch with my sister. It felt awkward coz she was talking to me and I cant stare at her eyes. She told me to take a bath, dress up and go out. I told her I need to go to school coz I’ll pass my remaining projects. She agreed to it and went to Fort.
As I arrived in school and passed the requirements to my professor, I met up with one of my closest guy friends. His name is Mitch. We talked about a lot of things and laughed at his jokes. After an hour, my boyfriend followed. He kissed me on the forehead and caressed my back saying, everything’s gonna be okay. After that, my sister picked me up already. We were not able to hug or talk. I wasn’t even able to kiss him a bit longer. Two minutes of just seeing him then bam, I had to leave him. It was so fast that my tears were about to run down on my face, but I controlled it.
Now, I’m in CBTL at Burgos Circle. 1 minute away from him. But again, I cannot go to his place. *sigh*
Enduring the sadness.
