It was 2 at midnight when I started listening to my iPod - tracks from Phoenix, Coldplay and Bloc Party. Suddenly, tears continuously flowed. I wasn’t able to stop thinking about us, on how I’ll survive without being with him. Yes, I was attached too much and I’m learning to change that. Testing myself to become stronger.
6 in the morning, I received a surprise-wake-up-call from my boyfriend. We talked about a lot of things for 40 minutes. He told me he missed me and he wanted to see me today. Happily, I told him that I’ll try to meet up with him.
After the conversation, we slept again. We both woke up at 2 in th afternoon. My sister told me we’re going to Greenhills, to pick her laptop or something she badly needs to get. I was like, “okay, I won’t see him again today.” I hurriedly told Drei what the plan’s gonna be. He felt bad. And I was sorry.
2 hours pased, we didn’t notice it was 6 already due to watching television. So, my sister and I ended up in Fort. Starbucks, in Rizal Drive.
Now, I’m currently thinking of how will I see him and talk to him while his phone is on silent mode. Good job, baby. *sigh*